My body works in weird ways. For many weight loss attempts in the past, the 2nd to 3rd week almost always results in a gain. I dont understand why this happens. Im quite baffled. I put it down to gaining muscle or water retention. I know i suffer from water retention. When i was 136kg, my ankles would get so swollen, that i could not even wear shoes. I couldnt even wear any open shoes, nor could i wear thongs. If i did manage to slip them on, they would feel so tight, they would start to hurt. So on the brighter side, it could be that. I think Im more disappointed with the weigher at the meeting. When she wrote my result, her expression when she handed the book back to me was almost as if she was thinking "you didnt try did you." That couldnt be further from the truth. I think i did really well. I saved 10 POINTS out of my allowance in the week, and also earnt 8 or so through exercising. I know i didnt drink as much as i could have. So that didnt help my situation. This week, i plan to drink more, even though i pay way too many trips to the loo. :P People also suggested that i should eat all my POINTS. Some need to do that for better results so i will do that.
Well, i got to get back to doing some more house work. We are having a open house inspection around 4:45pm and i want to get the house looking neat, though its looking decent already. The way i look at it is, a chance to earn some BONUS POINTS! Wooohoooo!!!! I just wish though, that i didnt feel so tired today. My back is hurting me as well. And the pain under my left breast seems to get worse some days than other days. I dont really know what is causing it. Ive brought this up with two different doctors and neither are sending me to have it looked into. The pain is usually always in the same area, and its like behind the ribs. Reading on some websites tell me it could be several things causing this pain. Woman get them more often and sometimes air gets trapped in there. Also, it could be a sign of an ulcer, or something in the intestines. It can also be the heart muscle as well, though a year and a half ago i had my heart checked and it was all fine, and i had similar pains back then, only that they seemed to be somewhat lower than it is now. I wonder if any doctors are reading this post who could advise me. :) Im planning on getting it checked real soon. Perhaps once i am in Perth, i will do it then unless of course, this condition worsens. My female doctor told me that sometimes Polycystic ovaries can cause pain, and it can be on any part of your torso. So it could be that. Or it might be due to my umbilical hernia. I know!! I have so many health problems. /sigh But she also told me that sometimes pain is caused by too much fat around your organs as well. So that is a probable cause too. I just wish i knew.
I feel a little guilty at the moment though. I ate about 7.5 POINTS worth of chocolates today. That's the cost of an entire meal!!!! I love chocolate, and its hard not to keep them in the house when you have a 7 year old. And i dont want him to miss out because I need to really cut back. I feel so overstuffed at the moment as well. I ate some pasta with a few dollops of lite sour cream. Mmm. But at least it was lite sour cream and I dont have it too often.
Anyway, I will post this off now. You all take care now. :) See you in the next time.
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